Just simply drawing

Done in 30/12/2009

5S1 gathering

Had a class gathering with my form 5 class 5S1 today at Sunway
They all say I became "womanly"
=.=
o.O
~A~

WOMANLY!!!!
not a word i would wanna associate myself with
haha! but still not bad la...means I got 美到 lorh~
though miss my tomboy days.... XP

not many classmates attended the event...
but still good...better than none...
and they all did not change much! I still can recognise la....haha

Chat quite a lot....though I felt a weeee bit left out...
coz I have no idea what they are talking about...all academic stuff
Suddenly realised I have a very limited knowledge about the high edu these days...
The courses, papers, and the colleges/universities....all seem to be strangers for me
Guess I'm too stuck in my artsy life ever since I'm enrolled into The One...
So they all ask why am I so quiet....
Sorry larh~ I can't seem to fit inside the topics...T.T

Bit down lately....feel so insecure
Maybe because he had to start his new college life dy...
Scared we can't meet up as much as we wanted to
And scared other people might steal him away *cries*
*I know I worried too much....*
But I know these emotional feelings will go away by itself
And I have confidence in us!

forgot whether Mei Ting or Shern Leng asked about this:
"If you have to choose between "conditions" and "feelings" when picking your partner, which would you choose?"
I would say feelings...though conditions are still a must...but it's a minor prob...as long as he doesn't smoke, drug, gamble, two-timing...
Shern Leng said her mom said picking on feelings is very stupid....
Maybe I'm blinded....maybe I really am stupid....
But I still have my own thinking that life does not revolve around money and material...thus feelings is what I choose
I like that feeling that is there but is not there....the feeling that digs a hole in your heart that you can never fill it by urself...the feeling that pulls you in and makes you wonder why the heck are you so attracted to him/her....
I like and love all these....more than cash or anything..
Maybe I really am stupid....hahaha....

2010

2009 is ending
and I feel happy and sad at the same time
Happy because I will turn 20, meaning more freedom for me!
Sad because I will turn 20, meaning I will be called AUNTIE!!! <--- *head-desking*

It's study break now, will be starting class again next year
A lot had happened among my friends and family
Wish those who encountered sadness can heal up and regain strength in the future
For those who gained something that is valuable and worth to be happy about,
BE HAPPY in the future!

Although most would end this post with a "Happy New Year!", I don't feel like doing so
For me, 1st day of 2010 is just another day past in life...
Would you feel extremely excited when you count down and stepped into the new year?
Is there any dramatic difference in you when you finally reached that very day?
To me...no....as I know....time is just an ILLUSION

and it's not fun to grow old too lor!

Kegeramness

So old d still so mean!
Watch too much HK drama meh?
=.= Hate you so much sometimes...
But I should not hate people....must forgive you...
Damn it....

Disappointment disappoints...

Alone

Sometimes when you are alone with just songs, you will find beauty and romance much more evidently...

Especially when you taste the lyrics slowly...

Wonderful Tonight~

I need money.